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Sep 8, 2014

GOD IS SO COOL W ME…. HE TRULLY LOVES ME JUST THE WAY I AM

HE KNOWS ME LIKE NO OME DOES, HE CREATED ME, AND HE & I are taking shots rt now….

So judge all u want, but God is w me, He is my best friend, He doesn’t give me crap because I am not perfect.

He knows I’m a bad girl, and guess what, He loves me, good or bad, sover or drunk, fat or skinny, He always tells me how beautiful I am….

HE CREATED ME…. HE IS COOL W ME…. HE DONT CARE IF I DRINK, OR IF IM SLUTTY, OR BIAEXUAL…. HE GIVES ME THE FREEDOM MY MOM NEVER GAVE ME…. WHY? BECAUSE he wants me to be happy, and if I’m happy He is happyq

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sbickford10:

Breakfast for dinner!

With the Paleo diet, you can still eat your bacon and eggs, and be healthy doing it.  This balanced meal of 2 eggs, a few strips of crispy bacon, butternut squash, and sugar snap peas packs tons of protein, and is a well-rounded meal =)  *Health Tip*: Cook your bacon until crispy, as this renders out more fat than if it’s still chewy.
Aug 16, 2014 / 13 notes

sbickford10:

Breakfast for dinner!

With the Paleo diet, you can still eat your bacon and eggs, and be healthy doing it.  This balanced meal of 2 eggs, a few strips of crispy bacon, butternut squash, and sugar snap peas packs tons of protein, and is a well-rounded meal =)  *Health Tip*: Cook your bacon until crispy, as this renders out more fat than if it’s still chewy.

Jun 2, 2014 / 1 note

I’m back
I’ve gained 8 pounds
I’ve lost 122 pounds
I have a cold sore
I have a verbal abusive boyfriend
And yeah….. I’m back!

Jan 1, 2014

Anonymous said: With your ED would you say it was a binge ED?

Yes, that is how I gained so much weight so fast, but I can honestly say it’s been a year I don’t binge, at least not like before. 

Jan 1, 2014

Anonymous said: one question: HOW? Im struggling. I want to lose 100 in a year! but im not even sure where to begin.

One day at a time. Don’t think about how far u need to go, just each day try to do your best. Fuck the scale, focus on loving your body, on taking care of you!

Jan 1, 2014 / 1 note

weeknddwarrior said: You are such an inspiration. I hope to be as strong and determined as you!

Yes love, u can do it too. I’m here for u guys. Just do it. No excuses! One day at a time and don’t focus on the scale but on your nutricion. Love your body

Jan 1, 2014

llythium said: Can I have the password for your progress page, please? <3

Sure baby, I will inbox it ;)

Jan 1, 2014

socyncere said: Hi. Congrats on all of your progress! What weight tracking app did you use? I currently use the weight watchers app, but I'm looking for something else to help me track my progress.

thank you baby. WW s great. I use myfitnesspal.com

also bought the book new rules of lifting for women

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Dec 24, 2013 / 10 notes
Muy goal weight by December!
Nov 20, 2013 / 1 note

Muy goal weight by December!

#Wi
Nov 18, 2013 / 3 notes

Breaking trust really is a dangerous thing. It’s like a broken bone that never quite heals completely, just waiting for that next “whack” to snap it into again. It’s like adding the ghost of a third (or fourth, or fifth) entity to your relationship. Even if they are not there….they are there…

Nov 11, 2013 / 5 notes